| URGENT!! (Please read.) |
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| 06:22pm 06/12/2003 |
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mood:  uncomfortable
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For those of you who read my journal regularly and do not log in, please do so. I am now going to post most of my entries as FRIENDS ONLY. If you care anything about the future events in my life, PLEASE LOG IN to read them. As I said, most entries will now be FRIENDS ONLY. Thank you and POY to you all... |
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| Thanksgiving Holiday... and then some. |
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| 04:15pm 04/12/2003 |
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mood:  hungry
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Okay, I know I've waited too long to write in here again, so go ahead and scold me for it. I've been really busy. I'll get to that though...
As I was saying, I was experiencing quite an adrenaline rush by the time Wednesday (Not the last one, but the one before) rolled around. I was pretty tired from all that house/room cleaning though too. I didn't get to bed till 4am on tuesday night, then had to go to class and everything. Yay fun.
Thankfully, I didn't have english class on that day, so I only had to go to history and psych. History went alright, but I spent most of the time looking at my watch instead of actually paying attention. >.> As for Psych, we had an extra credit test thing that took about 15 minutes or so, then I was outtie!
I still remember how I felt as soon as I stepped out of that class room. I was the first one to walk out, big grin on my face, walking as fast as I possibly could. I didn't even notice how much I was smiling until random people I didn't even know walked by me, smiling back. I must have looked quite happy, but then... I was quite happy. I was going home to see Bryan...
As I got closer to my car, I remember squealing and jumping up and down a few times screaming "Thank you God!" before actually stepping inside the car. I was so excited, I couldn't even stand holding it in anymore. I hurried over to Doug's as quick as I possibly could, then we drove over to my house. As we drove, I noticed that I started shaking. Yeah, there's that adrenaline rush again lol! Ecspecially when "Here Without You" started playing on the radio...
I called a few times on the road. Josh picked up both times, I think. I asked "May I speak to Bryan?", but he wasn't there any of the times that I called. I got a lil pouty, then just kept on driving... over the speed limit a few times. Ask Doug, I was driving like a druggy lol!
Once we got there, I noticed my grandparents car was parked in the driveway. After sitting in shock for maybe one tenth of a second, I dashed out of the car and tried to get Doug to hurry out of the car as quick as possible. He was here... I was about to see Bryan again...
Well, our reunion didn't work out exactly as we planned it, but it was priceless just the same. As I stepped up to the door, I started shaking even more. I was so excited I could barely even walk! I placed my fingers around the door handle, proceeded to turn and... nothing happened. x.x Someone locked me out!
Next thing you know, I'm beating on the door with my fists, kicking it, doing everything I can to get in, but still... the door refused to budge. I screamed at the top of my lungs a few times... and I believe that was when the door slowly creaked open...
The first person I remember seeing is my mom, who was standing by my Maw-Maw. I was sort of peeking around to see where Bryan was, but I didn't see him anywhere. So, I gave my Maw-Maw a hug, then she told me that she brought a present for me. She stalled for a little while, until the door finally finished opening and there he was, standing right there in my foyer.... Bryan was within my reach once again.
As soon as my eyes met him, I ran over to him, and hugged him tightly as he lifted me up into the air. That was one of the greatest feelings I've experienced for quite some time. I was so happy, I continuesd shaking for quite some time. My mom picked on me about it too lol! Bryan and i just sat on the couch and cuddled for awhile until he, Doug, and I went up to my room to watch X2. Bryan and I cuddled a lil during the movie. I was so relaxed I could have fallen asleep.
After the movie, the 3 of us went to Whitney's. We sat in the "sacred booth", as always. I was kinda upset when we first got there though because there was someone in OUR booth. Two fat ladies that made a mess!! =P (Not THAT kind of mess you sicko... lol!) Yeah, but we got our booth. Bryan bought me a chicken sandwitch combo. It was nummy! n.n
After Whitney's, Bryan and I somehow conned Doug into letting us borrow the key to his room while he was in Jena for Thanksgiving. So, we had a lil fun in there once her left. ^.~ Doug called and interrupted us two different times though with "Don't be a fool, wrap your tool" and again with something else... I think. I just made fake moaning sounds in the background while Bryan talked to him.
Once we were "finished" having fun, we headed back home and watched some Ranma before going to sleep. It was pretty late once we got to bed though, as expected. We've pretty much been getting up early and staying up late since Bryan has made it here lol!
As you know, that thursday (the next day) was thanksgiving. Bryan woke me up that morning. He was much more pleasant to wake up to than my parents yelling at me lol! He just sat at my bedside with a gentle smile as we cuddled for awhile... a long while. Everyone kept coming upstairs and bothering us about not getting dressed or anything. We spent most of the morning and early afternoon in our pj's lol!
Once we did get dressed, we headed on downstairs as various family members arrived. It was me, Bryan, Josh, Mom, Dad, Maw-Maw, Paw-Paw, Jonathan, Grandma, Uncle Jeff, Aunt Margaret Anne, Jonathan, his fiance, Sara, Dr. Lutes, Mr. Preston, Aunt Karen, Uncle Tommy, Matthew, and Emily. I *think* I covered everyone there lol! The house was pretty packed...
Bryan and I spent most of the day just floating around, talking to everyone. He got to know some of my family members a little better and stuff. I couldn't help thinking about that movie "Meet the Parents" every now and then LOL! He also got to see how much my family likes to tease me... oy.
Later on, Bryan, Josh, and Jonathan (from my mom's side) all started talking about video games in my room, so I decided to annoy Jonathan (from my dad's side) for a bit. He's at that perfect age where I can do just about anything to get on his nerves... 14 lol! That was fun. We also chatted a lil about how we have "so much more of a life" because we aren't obsessed with video games etc.
Eventually, everyone started flucuating downstairs again, so it was just Bryan and I because according to Jonathan, we are the "most boringest people". ROFL! I didn't mind though... it was nice to be alone with him again. We did have a little visitor though. Emily walked into my room, "Why are you two sitting in here all alone?" ...Uhh, yeah, I just sat there for a second not knowing what to tell her. I said something though, she left, and I just started cracking up. >.> It was embarassing, yet adorable!
Once everyone finally DID leave, I had to move my car so my brother could get out and go to a LAN party, then I found Bryan up in my room chatting with Jonathan (the 14 yr old one). He was lots of fun to harass, let me tell you. He doesn't think of me as cute, or even a girl for that matter since I am his cousin. All it would take would be for Bryan to slap me in the butt and he'd go nuts like he was going to die or something. >.> It was frickin hilarious. We teased him like that for awhile, got him to imagine a few mental images (me and Bryan, mom and dad, MAW-MAW and PAW-PAW etc.), and just all out bothered him! lol! Once he had enough, I think Bryan and I just cuddled a bit before calling it a night.
Friday... this day was supposed to be OUR (Bryan and I) day. Too bad it got so screwed up. I'll get to that though. It wasn't perfect, but it could have been better. Yet, as sappy as it sounds, I was honestly happy just being able to spend the day with Bryan. n.n
The day started fairly nicely. Bryan woke me up again, I got dressed and ready to go, then we headed off to the mall. As soon as we walked into the mall, I practically RAN into Suncoast. When I'm in that store, I'm like a kid in a candy store! I love it!!!
So.. we looked around, I showed him the Inuyasha sweatshirt I've been drooling over, and he actually bought it for me!! n.n That was so sweet!! (Aishiteru, Ryoga-kun!!!!) He also bought the last 2 dvds he needed to finish off his ranma collection and bought a ranma graphic novel.
After Suncoast, we went to both Spencer's and hot topic. Bought a few knick-knacks and *toys* in there, then we ran into Doug. Crap. He made it back early and I already knew what was going to happen. He was going to ask for his key and Bryan and I weren't going to be able to have our litte fun. T.T He said we could keep it awhile longer, so we hurried back to his dorm as fast as we could... after I called my parents and ended up crying as my day quickly started heading downhill.
I asked my parents days (maybe even weeks) before if we could trim the tree on sunday, but no, they wanted to do it on friday. THAT DAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR JUST BRYAN AND I, NO ONE ELSE!!!! I was both pissed and hurt at the same time. None the less, I told them I'd be home by 9 and just cried on Bryan's shoulder until I calmed down. It would definitely not be wise for me to try driving anywhere when upset. With my road rage?! You gotta be KIDDING me...
Once I finally calmed down, we headed over. When we got there, I noticed Doug sitting there in his car. I started crying again as soon as I saw him, wondering is he might have changed his mind or something. Well, we managed to get a little bit of alone time (Thanks Doug...) and he even stopped by Whitney's to get some dinner for us since we didn't have time to get anything before my radio show.
To be continued... |
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| Nothin but sticks and balls there... |
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| 03:58pm 01/12/2003 |
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mood:  rushed
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Wow... this could take awhile, but I will do my best to update you all on everything that has happened since my last entry. Although, I don't think anything worth writing about happened until last wednesday (the day before thanksgiving). I spent the weekend cleaning my room for all our Thanksgiving guests and such. This guest list would include the one person a love more than anyone else on this earth... Bryan! n.n
Monday and tuesday just seem to drag on for an eternity. As time went on, I started to feel my adrenaline slowly begin to rush. (Wow, did I just contradict myself there? lol!)
to be continued... |
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| Doug sucks Jeric. |
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| 07:38pm 21/11/2003 |
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mood: hungry
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Okay, time for an update. I haven't done much since the last time I blogged, but it's been awhile, so yeah. Here goes...
I had no school yesterday, so I got up late and pretty much just stayed around the house all day. If I didn't sleep in, I prolly would have just passed out on the floor after the fight I had with my parents the night before. Definitely the worst argument I have ever had with my parents. The words we exchanged, the violent motions, it was awful... but things should be better now... I hope...
Anyway, I've started to build a new website now. I don't have much up yet, so have patience with me, 'kay? If you wanna check it out, just go here and add me to your favorites, m'kay? ^.~ lol!
I guess that's about it as far as yesterday goes. I didn't really accomplish much in my room. I seriously need to get to work on that before the end of the weekend though. I spent the rest of my freetime yesterday talking to my Ryoga-kun (Bryan)... only a little over 4 days now... n.n
Today has been... bittersweet. Had some good moments, but also experienced a few bad ones as well. I didn't have to get out of bed until late since I didn't have to go to english class today. So I got up, got my stuff together, and headed off to histoy class. I have a test on monday. T.T Suck.
Oh well. After History, I ate lunch in my car, then I met with the lady at financial aid. She was nice and all, but really couldn't do much for me as far as a loan for the dorm goes. I tried to meet with that other lady about the campus tour thing, but she was busy today. Once again, Holly is screwed over.
As the situation stands right now, if I can't meet with that lady, my dad says he will decline his loan or whatever so I can get in the dorm. If I do meet with the lady though, he might not have to do that. I really hope he won't have to... that could be bad. It would stay on his credit record. So yeah... me and my family are now trying everything we can to get me in the dorm next semester, but they sure do make things tough.
Okay, enough of that. >.> I came to the hudson lobby after all that crap. Hung out with Doug and chatted online 'till time to go to the radio station. We had a crazy chat, didn't we Jeric? XD I don't think Jeric likes me very much though... he would not talk to me...
Oh well. Since Jeric was being 'tinky anyway, I called Bryan. n.n I talked 'till it was time to go, then Doug didn't wanna come along to the radio just yet, so I ended up walking off with his phone since I was talking to Bryan lol! We didn't use up too many of his minutes though, so it'll be alright... be even better once my dad gets the new phone plan where I can call long distance after 9pm! *-* Can't wait 'till december!!
I ended up on my own while at the station for a little while. Just wrote and my breaks and did my thing. Shane stopped by for awhile, we chatted it up. n.n Shane is cool! He gives me free cds and stuff! lol! I'm hoping I can also con him into giving me a pay job... mwahaha!!
Er.. yeah. I called Bryan again for a bit while chatting with Shane. Shane left shortly after and Doug came in and I was caught red-handed on the phone. x.x lol! Yeah, I ended up getting off so I wouldn't use up all of his minutes.
Doug and I just goofed off for awhile after that. Almost missed a break too. >.>; I did manage to salvage it though. Doug was throwing his "ball" at my chest and crotch regions. u.u It was just a foam ball on a string... but still! lol! It even hurt a few times!! ...So hmph at him!! Bryan is going to throw rocks at him now... My hero! ^.~ lol!
Eh... now I am just hanging here at Hudson again. I'm getting a little hungry, so I'll prolly go home and eat soon. So... umm.. POY!
Bryan: I love you... It won't be long now... I can't wait... n.n Think pink..?
Krystal: I know it's hard, but seriously... try not to worry. If nothing else, ya got a girlfriend now! ^.~ lol! Everything will be fine...
Doug: Stop throwing your balls at me!! It's RUDE!! lol! You know I'm only kidding... and you better be too! lol! =P
Darryl: Get some rest boy! I'm glad you are starting to feel better now, but you still seem wayy sleepy...
Steve: Hope you're having fun up there with Jaime! n.n
Jeric: You hate me, don't you? T.T You suck Doug!!
Tree: I've been neglecting you, haven't I? Well hello tree! n.n
Me: STOP BEING A LAZY GOOD FOR NOTHING!!!! |
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